Funeral Day
Wore some pants that couldn't fit me

Stood up for the services was around with some old friends and stuff. I found out some stuff from Mark that i never knew about him.
Melanie was nearby and cried, I felt that way inside.
I was there for her, she said sorry for crying but there was no need for it because everybody felt the same way.

Walked up to Mark and said last goodbyes all the young people were outside chillin for a bit just all quiet and thinking.

Stayed a bit for the burial

Chilled at my house with Kim she really enjoys guitar hero, maybe to much.

Tommy and Mike stopped by went to wingstop and I had jamba jooz
Saw a good friend working she made my drink ^_^

Tried to eatand watch football i ended up talking ALOT and ate so slow
Not only that i was hella distracted to the girls sitting next to us until I found out at the end...of course Kim, Mike and Tommy know what im talking about.

I need a date for Knotts, I need a date in general

heres what nice girl said---



Sheila: date shmate
Sheila: you're ugly
Sheila: that's why
Sheila: find someone ugly
Sheila: oh wait, you always do. :X
Sheila: jk
Sheila: lol
just1n cRdbLe: daaaamn
just1n cRdbLe: thats hella f'd
im just1n cRdbLe: lol
Sheila: =]
just1n cRdbLe: that made me a lil sad though
Sheila: i was just kidding
just1n cRdbLe: i k now
just1n cRdbLe: but its like
just1n cRdbLe: im serious
just1n cRdbLe: lol
Sheila: so like, you don't need a gf.
Sheila: you dont need a girl
Sheila: you ended a relationship a few months ago...and i think you've fully savored the flavor of being single
Sheila: you probably see a lot of couples kissing&hugging&cuddling which is why you want a gf?
just1n cRdbLe: maybe, iono i feel lonely its like i need some1 there for me
Sheila: idk
Sheila: i'd be able to think straight if i wasn't tired
just1n cRdbLe: go to sleep then
Sheila: actually, i'm gonna sleep now
cRdbLe: nite nite
Sheila: hit me up tomorrow when i have something smart to say.


OK thanks ! LOL
JK
I'll figure something out, just being stupid right now.



Stress week starts soon, i'm really goin to go crazy
Alot more months for me and i can't take it anymore.
The only way i get out of my slump is with friends and other family, its not thta my family here is wonderful its just...hello0o0o 5+months of doin nothing.

maybe if i gave a girl a pearl necklace i would relieve ALOT of stress

R.I.P.
Mark